Prayer 13082012

Thank you Lord
After pouring out all the unhappiness to You
I found out that i'm no more unjoyful
But i'm released
I'm freed from anger
I get the strength
Again
To love
To live
To laugh
To be Your servant
And
To in Your words
And Spirit
Amen

Blessed be Your Name
May Your name always be exalted high
May all the nations glorify Your name

Prayer 11-8-2012

Dear our Father in Heaven,
Please forgive my sin, my transgressions
That although I know you want me to be a good girl,
I am trying to, I didn't do it well today.
I only knew how to complain
But didn't be grateful.
I only a normal self- centered person but didn't be a God-centered person.
Everything I only think of he didn't do well, he didn't love me, he didn't help me, he didn't set a good example, he only knew watching tv, he only played iPod and didn't want to chat or have a minute with me.
I am upset
I am sad
I am depressed
As I think I'm alone
I'm too alone to work as a pastor, no one understands
But only work
I don't like to work and meeting
I want to have time with God, with the ones who love God, obey God
I want to teach those who are faithful, available and teachable.
I don't like to do ministry
But I like to do the works of God, by being a servant of God, not a leader of God.
Only by praying, I can understand the will of God,
Only by reading the Bible, I can understand the wisdom of God,
Only by obeying and waiting, I can understand I am living by faith and truth.
Our Heavenly Father,
Please help me
Please don't leave me alone.
I don't want to judge others include my husband.
You are the judge.
I just want to be the one who pleases You.
If I don't become a person perfect like Jesus, I know I'll not be with You at the end of the day.
I know all I do must glorify Your Name.
So I believe
My regret,
My change to God-centered,
Kindness, and humble
Will only glorify Your Name.
Please, Holy Spirit, fills up me so that I have strength and power, not by myself, but with the power of God.
I surrender myself once again.
Take away my pride,
Accept my weakness,
Forgive my transgressions
And
Wipes away my tears
And anger,
I do not want to have anger with me
But the joyfulness of Your love and kindness.
Thank you for a new amazing love from You, my Lord.
That's so wonderful
That nothing compare with it.
I want to be good
As You're so great!
Great be my God!
Amen

Prayer 08-08-2012

Dear Lord,
Thank you for a day starting with Your words,
also with a full blessed birthday
by a kind senior couple.
Thank you that we can play ping pong,
with a teacher and lots of students.

Thank you that the car was sent to service.
It is a transportation You prepared
so that we can go here and there.
Just like man,
we always need to have mind check up,
mind cleaning
by the Holy Spirit.

Whenever I see the drama scene of mum and child,
I can easily cry.
The heart of a mum
now only I can understand more.
The love of mum
cannot be described by words.
It also cannot
be wiped out
easily.
The bond is there,
just like the bond of God and His children, us,
it cannot be wiped out.
God
You never leave us,
You wants us to return,
Your love never ends,
Your promise never fails.

I know that
I do not worthy to be loved,
but after I know my Lord,
I know I'm so worthy.

I need Your Words,
to lead me,
to teach me,
to bring me walk in the way
that pleases Your Will.

Lord,
I need Your wisdom,
to preach the Gospel of Yours,
to teach the disciples of Jesus,
to know Your words more and more,
so that I can be just like You, Jesus.

In the precious name of Jesus Christ,
who saves my life,
the Son of our Heavenly Father,
and He who sent the Holy Spirit
so that I can pray.
Amen.

Prayer for wedding dinner

22.07.2012

Lord God, Father of us all,
Thank you that we have gathered here around this dinner table
to celebrate the love and commitment
that have united this couple in the wonderful bond of marriage.
We thank you for the love, guidance and support
of all the important people in their lives,
 their parents, family and friends.
We offer our gratitude for this joyful and abundant day.
Bless, Father, this food that we are about to receive
with grateful hearts as a sign of your continuous bounty and providence,
also , a meal that we are about to share our Bride and groom's,
Eric Ng and Kristy Elity's first meal together
as a married couple.
We made this prayer in the name of Jesus our Lord and savior,
who lives and reigns with You and the Holy Spirit, one God forever and ever.
Amen.

Prayer today

2012年7月23日
读经祷告

诗篇 Psalm 34篇 

1节
我要时常称颂耶和华，
赞美他的话必常在我口中。

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耶和华啊，你的名是我口里常常颂赞的名，
除了你的名，没有其它的名我可以称颂。
求你赦免我的罪，因为虽然我知道你的名是我应该称颂的，
口里应该述说的，心里常常思想的，
却因为我的私欲、懒惰、骄傲，
没有那样做。
我不要再过那没有意义、浪费时间、伤你心的生命。

赞美你的话
是我每日想说的话
对我的丈夫
对我的儿子
因为那是多么美好的话、造就人的话、讨你喜悦的花
也让我每一天都有更新心意的强力剂。

我的口若说埋怨的话，
就不会懂得感恩，
也不会懂得赞美神，更不会赞美我的丈夫、我的儿子、我的家人、我的教会弟兄姐妹、我的朋友等等。
如此，我要称颂耶和华，直到永永远远。

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3节
你们要跟我一起尊耶和华为大，
我们来一同高举他的名。

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神啊，那是我的祈求
我祈求我们一家都来敬拜赞美你
我们要来天天称颂你的名
我们要把你的名尊为圣
我们也要分别为圣

我们要像圣经人物那样尊耶和华为大，高举他的名。
因为他们看见了那永恒的应许，
他们仰望那万有的，他们相信他，
他们坚持那自有永有的永远没有离开过他们。
他们知道神的道路高过他们的道路，
神的意念远超过他们的意念。

感谢神，让我知道
尊你为大，
高举你的名
就是我们一家的目标。
也是我身为母亲的唯一目标，唯一标杆。
谢谢你垂听孩子的祷告。

也是我对我的儿子唯一盼望和祈求。

所以，
我要不停地寻求你，
因为你是配得我们的赞美。
唯有你

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5节
人仰望他，就有光彩，
他们的脸必不蒙羞。

6节
我这困苦人呼求，耶和华就垂听，
拯救我脱离一切患难。

22节下
凡是投靠他的，必不被定罪。

祷告乃是奉主耶稣基督宝贵的圣名。
阿门

教育

怎么样的教育才是父母应该执行的呢?
自己当了妈妈后，才知道原来父母的其中一个忧虑是教育。
要怎么教导孩子呢？
什么方法最好呢？
该进入怎样的幼儿园呢？以什么来做选择呢？他们的教育方法是什么？什么montessori, smart kids, edu care... 等等，好多哦！
因为四处寻找，认识更多，才知道有这么多的教育方法。
教育书籍也买了一些，研究：
怎样的妈妈就有有怎样的孩子？
教导人人爱的孩子？进入Harvard的孩子？
快乐的天堂？
虎妈妈？
等等。
最近，更有机会参与一个喜爱绘图的讲座，鼓励阅读绘图本。
什么？你的Ju Won才一岁半，就想到这么远了？
就是因为，三岁定八十。三岁以前的他，就是要好好培养，和他好好一起度过，才懂得以后怎么督促他了。
什么montessori, suzuki, yamaha method...
问题不是在于我使用哪一个，
而是在于我的出发点是什么。
我的教育目的是什么。

家庭蒙福神得荣
今天邬牧师的讲道，再次激励我，要好好检视我的教育目的。我要我的家庭荣耀主的名。我要我的孩子效法我们父母，作一位合神心意的人，敬畏神的人，尊主为大的人。我们自己先要以身作则。
孩子是我们的宝贝，神赐给我们的财产。
我们是管家，主才是主人。他有他的美意，我要行出他的美意，让孩子也明白神的美意。
让他去思想
让他去触摸
让他去嗅
让他去听
让他去看
但是
要教导他被阻止的原因
什么是危险，那是让身心灵受伤，让父母操心的
什么是贪心，那是超乎自己应该拥有的
什么是自私，那是不爱别人的作为
什么是不守规矩，那是随心所欲
当然，
还有很多
只是还等待我去发掘，去认识我成为妈妈的责任和本分。
所以，
我让Ju Won 帮我做家务，虽然最后收拾的工作更多。
我让Ju Won自己收拾玩具，虽然最后还是我收尾。
我让Ju Won认识音乐，虽然还是不懂。
我让Ju Won抓这抓那，虽然被人看得睁大眼睛、摇头。
只要他感觉到
什么是爱
什么是限制
只要他一生认识神
那就足够了。

Church family camp

29th - 31st May 2012
Our church organised a family camp, and it was a warm and blessed camp!
It was because of the love of God.
Though at first the target of people was not reached, it made us believe that:
not the quantity, but the quality;
not the people, but our Lord;
not the rejection, but the passionate;
all were moved by the sermon, the inter-relationship games, the wonderful preparation,
the beautiful place, the fresh air, the cooling rain, the warm sisters,
and a lot more...
Ju Won really enjoyed himself in this camp! I'm thankful because he could walk on the grass, touched the frog and dog, played with water balloons, played with flowers and plants, met a lot of people, walked here and there, danced and sang, and etc...
He explored the room himself, and he played with the key the whole night!
He even played with the flying leaves himself. He was so excited that he threw the leaves through the small trunk of the tree and it flew away. (Now only I know kids learnt through playing)
For me, I'm so happy that I played games again, after pregnant. At least I can relax now and enjoy the game.
I can also talk with different people in the camp, which it is quite hard to do on Sunday, as everytime I had to rush for the Sunday school. I can open my eyes and look at them, talk with them, and chat with them. It was such a blessing.
We hope we have another one again!
Junior youth,
youth,
you're really great!

another thing was: I had some time to take photos, and I miss spring and autumn in Korea so much! And I found out that the flowers in Korea can also be found here!

flowers look like rambutan!