Prayer 13082012

Thank you Lord
After pouring out all the unhappiness to You
I found out that i'm no more unjoyful
But i'm released
I'm freed from anger
I get the strength
Again
To love
To live
To laugh
To be Your servant
And
To in Your words
And Spirit
Amen

Blessed be Your Name
May Your name always be exalted high
May all the nations glorify Your name

Prayer 11-8-2012

Dear our Father in Heaven,
Please forgive my sin, my transgressions
That although I know you want me to be a good girl,
I am trying to, I didn't do it well today.
I only knew how to complain
But didn't be grateful.
I only a normal self- centered person but didn't be a God-centered person.
Everything I only think of he didn't do well, he didn't love me, he didn't help me, he didn't set a good example, he only knew watching tv, he only played iPod and didn't want to chat or have a minute with me.
I am upset
I am sad
I am depressed
As I think I'm alone
I'm too alone to work as a pastor, no one understands
But only work
I don't like to work and meeting
I want to have time with God, with the ones who love God, obey God
I want to teach those who are faithful, available and teachable.
I don't like to do ministry
But I like to do the works of God, by being a servant of God, not a leader of God.
Only by praying, I can understand the will of God,
Only by reading the Bible, I can understand the wisdom of God,
Only by obeying and waiting, I can understand I am living by faith and truth.
Our Heavenly Father,
Please help me
Please don't leave me alone.
I don't want to judge others include my husband.
You are the judge.
I just want to be the one who pleases You.
If I don't become a person perfect like Jesus, I know I'll not be with You at the end of the day.
I know all I do must glorify Your Name.
So I believe
My regret,
My change to God-centered,
Kindness, and humble
Will only glorify Your Name.
Please, Holy Spirit, fills up me so that I have strength and power, not by myself, but with the power of God.
I surrender myself once again.
Take away my pride,
Accept my weakness,
Forgive my transgressions
And
Wipes away my tears
And anger,
I do not want to have anger with me
But the joyfulness of Your love and kindness.
Thank you for a new amazing love from You, my Lord.
That's so wonderful
That nothing compare with it.
I want to be good
As You're so great!
Great be my God!
Amen

Prayer 08-08-2012

Dear Lord,
Thank you for a day starting with Your words,
also with a full blessed birthday
by a kind senior couple.
Thank you that we can play ping pong,
with a teacher and lots of students.

Thank you that the car was sent to service.
It is a transportation You prepared
so that we can go here and there.
Just like man,
we always need to have mind check up,
mind cleaning
by the Holy Spirit.

Whenever I see the drama scene of mum and child,
I can easily cry.
The heart of a mum
now only I can understand more.
The love of mum
cannot be described by words.
It also cannot
be wiped out
easily.
The bond is there,
just like the bond of God and His children, us,
it cannot be wiped out.
God
You never leave us,
You wants us to return,
Your love never ends,
Your promise never fails.

I know that
I do not worthy to be loved,
but after I know my Lord,
I know I'm so worthy.

I need Your Words,
to lead me,
to teach me,
to bring me walk in the way
that pleases Your Will.

Lord,
I need Your wisdom,
to preach the Gospel of Yours,
to teach the disciples of Jesus,
to know Your words more and more,
so that I can be just like You, Jesus.

In the precious name of Jesus Christ,
who saves my life,
the Son of our Heavenly Father,
and He who sent the Holy Spirit
so that I can pray.
Amen.